Running the race with perseverance...

Today, I found myself wondering at my perseverance. Can I continue to run? We are getting nearer our time to get our referral. However, a major obstacle has come into the picture. Kent's job is uncertain, the economy doesn't favor getting work. How I would like to know where God wants my heart with this adoption. I long to bring my little ones home. He could have brought them home earlier, but He hasn't. What does He long for in my family. Lord guide my heart.